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Friday, May 6th, 2005
8:14 pm
I dont think Ive cried harder in my life. Bri and I are always fighting about stupid shit. We are supposed to be like sisters. Hell with that anyways. Life sucks! Now me and her want to take some friendship space........you wont see us walking and talking fo the next week or so. She hopes it will save our friendship. She thinks that we hang out to much. This she thinks is why we fight so much. I just want to die!

Current Mood: depressed
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
6:36 pm
oh cruel world
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
never before have i ever wanted to hit someone in there face like this
:POW: Meagan Payne out for the count!!!! DIE DIE DIE
I love Nick 13
I love Patti Botox
I love a sexy Emo beefcake!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111

~holly

Current Mood: blank
Friday, April 1st, 2005
12:01 pm
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT I DID YESTERDAY:
~put pink and blue gel in my hair
~Went to river city rebel show at aces basement
~seen the singer of black halos half naked
~Got 2 rcr shirts
~fell in love with the guitarists from river city rebel and the black halos
~got my license......2 days ago
~someone told me my mohawk rocked.....other guitarist from black halos
~talked to a really cool pregnant women at the show
~went to the bathroom 4 million times
~the same guy who fell on ashley at the social distortion concert was at this show and fell on her again
~got kicked in the head
~got sung happy birthday to at 12:05am today.......early this morning while leaving the show

Current Mood: loved
Monday, March 21st, 2005
9:03 pm
HAPPY BITHDAY KRISTIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ROCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEST OF LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KRISTIN REINHEIMER TURNED 17 TODAY................HIPHIP HORRAY!!!!!!!
GO KRISTIN ITS YOUR BITHDAY
LYLAS ~HOLLY

Current Mood: groggy
Sunday, March 20th, 2005
5:12 pm
The Buttercup Bandits Strike Again..........mahhahaha

Current Mood: silly
Friday, March 18th, 2005
2:30 pm
well im home and bored.......im really pissed off.....i added Jeremiah to myspace then he emails me and asks why and was an asshole about it......i try to be nice and look what happens...............ASSHOLES RULE THE EARTH Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Current Mood: pissed off
Thursday, March 17th, 2005
8:37 am
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Current Mood: ditzy
Sunday, March 13th, 2005
8:38 pm
Ashleys party was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG Ashley I was on my myspace journal searching to see who else in the area who has one. I found a pic of a guy that looked exactly like the hot Emo guy at the Social Distortion concert.....the one that checked me out........OMG....he is so fucking hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: ecstatic
Friday, March 11th, 2005
8:37 am
Im thinking about getting a mohawk!!! Should I or Shouldnt I????????????

Current Mood: ecstatic
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
7:22 pm
hey well you know that everything in my life sucks right now but you know.... Ashley is having her birthday saturday and I cant wait to go and chill and just have some fun without trying to impress someone..........that reminds me that I have to call Kristin to see if I can go over her house Sunday instead.........friends are nice to have around......sometimes..........hehehe....Megan seen Shaylas boyfriend at the mall wearing a skirt.........hahaha.........bastards!!!! F.T.W ~Riot~


AND YES I DO LIKE A SEXY EMO BEEFCAKE, BUT THATS NOT REALLY ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS SO STOP ASKING!!!!!!!!!!


ALSO I WENT FOR A RUN TODAY, SINCE THE WEATHER WAS NICER THAN USUAL, RAN FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES.....IT WAS NICE...RUNS ALWAYS RELAX ME......I THINK ILL DO IT AGAIN TOMORROW!

Current Mood: sore
Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
7:49 am
Well, today I have to stay after school and do some Algebra 2 work. I really dont want to but I have to and it will be ok cause Im going to Briannas house afterwards. Well nothing much more to say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F.T.W. ~Riot~

Current Mood: bluh bluh bluh
Monday, March 7th, 2005
8:35 am
Well today Im going with Brianna and her mother to a marykay meeting! Brianna is giving blood today and I think it is just another government conspiracy. Everything with me and Bri is cool now and tonight we are going out to eat Japanese.....................yum......Well there is a guy that I like at school and everytime me and Bri see him she calls him the Sexy Emo Beefcake.........Its kinda funny!!!She likes this other dude so I called him SausageLink...... Brianna looks like a tan lobster............hehehe F.T.W. ~Riot~

Current Mood: bouncy
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
4:46 am
SOCIAL DISTORTION: Best show ever, they had two awesome bands playing with them. One was from Massachusettes the other band was from Sweden. I moshed so hard I cant hold my arm over my head.......Had so much fun. Ashley didnt mosh but Amanda did a little bit. Seen four hot guys. Three of them looked like older versions of Casey Webb. One of those guys played in the first band...GOD he was so hot I cant believe it. He played the guitar and it was awesome. Some one was pushed off the stage ( after crowdsurfing ) and they landed on Ashley and she fell. Oh yeah my brother was the youngest guy there and he had is awesome mohawk up. Then when Social Distortion came on they were like "I heard there was a little kid at this show" Thats when the crowd went wild. Zain got a lot of comments on his hair. When SD said that they pulled him on stage and he got to meet the band. That was the coolest shit ever. Everone was saying how cute he was. Someone tryed to like dance with me..god he was hot but wasnt as hot as the other four, and he kept trying to talk to me but I coulnt hear him...I moshed with another really hot guy. He had a spiked up mohawk...oh yeah when we first got there I saw a really hot Emo/Hardcore guy, he was the hottest guy ever, I loved his jacket...well Ashley said look Holly that hot emo kid is checking you out, so I looked and he was...it was so funny... I couldnt help but laugh..when the show was over me and Ashley were trying to find my mom and we saw another hot guy with another mohawk...he didnt have a shirt on.......geez he was so fucking hot. It was the best day of my life. Had so much fun. Best show ever.

Current Mood: but happy about the show!!!!!!
Monday, February 28th, 2005
10:56 am
I think today is a bad day, even though everything is fine for now, I think that later something horrible is gonna happen. I dont know what it is but I know it is gonna be bad and I dont want anything bad to happen....watch I will probably get grounded from the concert for something stupid. I almost did last night. Ill update later to tell you why.

Current Mood: anxious
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
3:25 pm
Post a memory that you have of me. It can be anything you want it to be, good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your live journal to see what people remember about you!!!

Current Mood: bored
2:56 pm
Well, Im bored as HELL....Today is just one of those days that you know is gonna be horrible. Im starting to get depressed again:::::: heres a poem:
BROKEN SMILE
You see me walking down the hall
You smile and say "Hi"
I just smile and pretend everything is fine
But your supposed to be my friend
But you dont even care
You dont even ask me if Im ok
But you know Im not
You used to be my closest friend
But over time we've grown apart
Sometimes I think you wish you never met me
I think its because its the way I act
I wish I could tell you the pain I feel inside
That I wish you were here just to listen
But you only pretend to care
So I only pretend to be ok
Your supposed to know Im not
Maybe you do and just choose to ignore it
Do you remember the pain I used to cause to myself
Its because I just needed to let it out
Its better that I hurt myself than hurt the people I love
I bet you didnt know the last time we fought at your house I cut myself afterwards
How is it I know when your down
And I try to cheer you up
But when you know Im depressed
You say all I need is "SPACE"
But I dont all I need is a helping hand
Maybe Im a better friend than you'll ever be
Maybe its better that I give up and fade away
We're two different people
Leading two different lives
Maybe I should let this go
Forget all the memories
But through this I have learned to never trust anyone like I trusted you
And to have friends but dont care for them like I cared for you
You were practically my sister
And I hope to God it stays that way
But until things get better I'll keep smiling a broken smile
And I hope you see it in my eyes that I am truely sorry
~Riot~

Current Mood: crappy
Friday, February 25th, 2005
4:36 pm
Things that happened today: Went to get my license passed the test but the dunb ass women said she thought I shouldnt get it yet so she wouldnt give it to me!! #####..grrr! Also one of my brothers friends ran face first into our neighbors mailbox. He chipped 2 of his teeth. He is alot better off than the mail box. LOL

THIS IS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT THINK THEY KNOW ME:
NAME: Hollymarie Ashley Wilder
MOTHER: Joyce
FATHER: Richard the asshole who left us and went back to Massachusetts
SIBLINGS: Shayla ( The Angry Mexican Poser) 15, Zain 9 (My Lil Emo Bro)
BEST FRIEND: Brianna (the dumbass)jk
COLORS: Black, Pink, Yellow
MOVIE: Nightmare Before Christmas, American History X, Donny Darko
SONG: Dismantle Me - The Distillers
BANDS: Rancid, Distillers, Horrorpops, TigerArmy, Social Disortion, My Chemical Romance, River City Rebels, Casulaties??
TYPE OF PERSON I AM: Punk..............I mean real Punk not that other stupid shit. Also I am an Anarchist...Fuck the Government...Hell with Bush...Fuck this country and all these dumbass people.
PERSON I HATE MOST IN LIFE: Ashley Hinson.............ect..
PEOPLE I ADMIRE: My Mom, Brodie Dalle
Religion: Dont have one
FOOD: Sushi, Fishsticks.........yum
REGRETS: Cutting (Still havent stopped though), Not telling my Grandfather I Loved him B/F he died....(cancer, he was in Mass.)
SIGN: Aries
DOB: April 1 1988 April fools day
PLACE OF BIRTH: Pittsfield, Massachusetts

Current Mood: crushed
Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
6:57 pm
God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back to the God subject again! If God didnt want people of different races to mix he would of only made one race. Right. But he made many races so why would he make all these races and not want them to mix. Its just stupid, come on. If he didnt want them to mix, and he held one race higher than the other then God would be racist. Also in the bible it says people should be christian. Why would he say that if he was going to send his ONLY son to be a Jew on earth. Why would he say the Jews were his chosen people this makes no sense what so ever. But lets say that there is a God and a Jesus. Then there may be people walking this earth directly related to Jesus. How?? Well Mary was a virgin whan she gave birth to Jesus but nothing said she had to stay that after she gave birth. Her and Joseph could of got it on afterwards and she could of gotten pregnant by him. That would make the child a half brother or sister to Jesus. Who knows Jesus could be my Great great great great great Uncle times 9. Also if God created everyone one equal then God would be a Democrate. So all you stupid Republicans can burn in hell for all I care.

Current Mood: crazy
8:23 am
Got my hair cut!!!!!!!!!!! Im still a loser that hasnt changed. Brianna is still a bastard!!!!!!!!!1 But im still going to the Greenday concert..............ha ha ha! What now chickenheads.

Current Mood: awake
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
7:47 pm
Where is God???????
God is all knowing. He knows our past our present our future. He has chosen our destiny and we are just pawns in a stupid game. But if he is all knowing why did he put the tree of knowledge into Eden knowing that Adam and Eve where going to eat from it. Why would he flood the earth knowing he was going to feel bad afterward. Why would he create an angel that would turn on him and become Satan. Why would he create someone who would become a terrorist. Now if your saying maybe he doesnt know everthing then you are contridicting the bible. Meaning there is no God. Why is it when something bad happens we blame the devil and when something good happens we praise God. Lets say your mom becomes paralysed by a car accident. Was it God or the Devil. If God is testing you wouldnt that make you a pawn in his game. Meaning we have no control over our lives. If you think we have control then there is no destiny..no God..That would mean we create God so that we could just believe in something and have something to blame our lives on. If God does such bad things wouldnt that make him the devil too. Dont be scared to give your opinion on this topic!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: confused
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